1 yr+ had past since i ORD… The things i’ve seen, the life i saved?? lolx… the most important thing what i had learnt 2yrs there… errmm… 1yr 9mths to be exact as a Medic in the ambulance minus the recruit and trainee phrase.. :X
after seeing so many ppl… suffering from the pain, illness they have, accidents that happened, it kinda make u realise how fragile our life is… u never know when ur last day.. even i dont know as im typing this.. next moment i may collapse on the floor.. tml my friends eating curry chicken at my void deck… haha…
at least im finally happy for wat i had gone through… as saving others’ life.. and saving a own love one life is different… my dad suffered chest pain monday midnight… lucky thing.. he woke up when im just lied down on bed… asking me y is he feeling like tat and how to stop it… well first question like i asked so many ppl once… “wheres the pain? your left hand any numbness? did u sweat? feel breathless?” so he only said his left hand is numb… well tat conclude in my mind it sure has to be something to do with the heart… as my dad stubbornly think its only gastric pain (WHICH THE FUCKING GP ONCE TOLD HIM WHEN HE WENT FOR COMPLAINT OF CHEST PAIN!!! NOT EVEN CHECKING ECG!!!! KNN)… so after long persuation blah blah blah.. he finally agree on going to the 24hr clinic first… so ECG checked and it was ok… but symtoms of left hand numbness also is too strong to conclude it has to do with the heart.. as doc feel its more safe to go straight to A&E for check-up as he wrote for my dad a refferal letter…
so went down… waited 3hrs… and i got a call from them.. saying my dad need to be admitted… damn… -_- …. so after staying there for 1 day plus? found out my dad had a minor blockage in one of the aorta,vein?? i dunno it was not well explained to us.. -_-… so now my dad has one more thingy to worry…. and for me to worry too … haiz… now he has to carry tat GTN where ever he goes….
good thing for our family… at least i know wat happened… if not i would tell my dad to just sleep and rest more… somehow miss my days in the ambulance…~~ i think its god’s will somehow… for me to be a medic having the little knowledge… and for my dad to realise it before going for the japan trip… now just hope everything goes well… and healthy hopefully for him and my mum….