Kuroemon – The Dark Doraemon (Rock Theme Song)

Another post after some donkey light years??? Sorry about it.. was really busy late that im neglecting my complaining and ranting space… :X sch… work… music… how busy can i get man… haha… i already forgotten what is personal life already… but it aint important since no one one to share it with… hahaha right?

ahhh.. my band Phaze 瘋十代 is heading in track.. im happy.. if all goes well… we’ll be having our first gig on sept.. finally like after 2yrs?? yeah… and i got not much time to practice… how how how…

sometimes i do feel very tired doing so much things having so much commitments.. but im happy when all goes well… that i’ve achieve something in the end…~~ i guess so.. not for everything maybe…

My first SAE assignment~~ yeah.. i just completed it… it was base on Cultural Object and i’ve chosen Doraemon… u know why .. … well i actually turn it evil!! hahahaha…. and im remixing and rearranging the theme song into a rock/metal version!! \m/ haha.. though im not very very proud of the end product… most prob i didnt put in 100% or 120% to complete it… but the sense of achievement is still there.. i like the feeling~~ keeps me going at times where i feel like giving up….

lets talk less… and show more results !!!! so heres the thing i’ve been working on for the past few weeks…

X Japan – Voiceless Screaming ; RIP Taiji Sawada

shock in disbelieve… yes.. that was how i felt yesterday when i heard news of the passing of Ex Xjapan bassist… Taiji… well… the story is for you to read on…

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taiji_(musician)

just to think of how fragile is… we all should live our life to the fullest… although Taiji’s life consist of alot of dark paths… he made an impact in peoples life… the music he made.. will be pass on forever…

Thank you for your music Taiji san…

In memory of Taiji Sawada 沢田 泰司 12 July 1966 – 17 July 2011

我為人人，人人為我。

如果我為人人，人人會為我嗎？ 為何要得為人人，人人為何得為我？

一人だけ、もっといいね…　何も考えられない…　家族、友達、誰もいらない…　自分の世界、自分の夢。

Time… Strength…

not enough time… not enough strength… think im killing myself soon with the things i want to do and accomplish….

support??? morally??? physically??? is there a need…. i got none… probably.. wont get much… doesnt help… its best to stand on my own 2 feet… though how long can they last… im not sure…

it sucks to be lonely….

but its good to be alone….

尾崎豊 － I LOVE YOU

just came back from a bball game… and now im aching all over… ok i really need to exercise more… not just to slim down.. but to keep fit and keep myself more alert.. getting more and more lethargic nowadays…

been thinking quite negatively lately… quite bad … very bad… and dreams…. agrhhh… annoying… just dont come into my dreams please… its over… im telling myself its over too…. get out of me head!!!!!

awww…. this song… i heard this song before… was finding it all over the web until i found it !!! was by 尾崎豊 Yutaka Ozaki.. sadly he died quite young… but his songs are amazing… the feel he brings out.. just listen to this.. he sang this when he was 19… and the whole crowd was singing together… this kind of scene never fails to make me shiver… just too amazing… the lyrics too play a big part in that feel… well its in japanese.. for those who understands.. you’ll know what i mean…

oh yeah.. i should start writing my blog in japanese to improve on the language… haha…

I love you 今だけは悲しい歌 聞きたくないよ
I love you 逃れ逃れ 辿り着いたこの部屋
何もかも許された 恋じゃないから
二人はまるで 捨て猫みたい
この部屋は 落葉に埋もれた空き箱みたい
だからおまえは 小猫の様な泣き声で
きしむベッドの上で 優しさを持ちより
きつく躰 抱きしめあえば
それからまた二人は 目を閉じるよ
悲しい歌に 愛がしらけてしまわぬ様に

I love you 若すぎる二人の愛には 触れられぬ秘密がある
I love you 今の暮らしの中では 辿り着けない
ひとつに重なり 生きてゆく恋を
夢見て 傷つくだけの二人だよ
何度も 愛してるって聞くおまえは
この愛なしでは 生きてさえゆけないと
きしむベッドの上で 優しさを持ちより
きつく躰 抱きしめあえば
それからまた二人は 目を閉じるよ
悲しい歌に 愛がしらけてしまわぬ様に

Toto – Africa

got so demoralize because of something…. haiz.. but i shouldnt let it affect me… i will just do what i can… what i must…

been listening to Toto lately… the songs… ease my mind… brought me to a very different world… i cant explain it in words… its just very special… how music will become when few of the best musicians is out there performing a song… instead of hearing the music… u are feeling it… when will i become musicians like that… another reason why im listening to Toto is because Steve Lukather !! hahaha

been asking myself lately or rather the past few days… what is music for me..?? what is driving me on… Passion… thats one reason… the other is rather… friends… they do play a big part… but since young i categorize my friends… maybe its quite a bad thing… but for me.. im not those kind that will be your friend if u benefits me… i dont “use” friends if u can wan put it in that way… but i admit im a bastard that use my acquaintances… lolx… :X

anyway … my next song… Toto’s Africa… as the song title suggest.. hear the arrangement… a very very well written song… just love it !!!!

iPhone

First time blogging through my iPhone… Let’s see how this works… Haha

Anyway I’m seriously still quite troubled… Like nothing is ever smooth… Why why why??? After my why… There will always be how how how??? Life is always not simple right… But I’ll move on… There are millions of ppl out there who are suffering and is even more troubled then me… I shouldn’t really be complaining!!!!

I’m still trying is wordpress app for iPhone… Let’s see what I can sqeeze out of the app!!!!

Ear orgasm

troubles troubles… y am i feeling it…??? shouldnt be that way… shouldnt let it affect me… no no no no .. you are going away !!!!

and what helps??? of cos… a 11+mins guitar solo/licks from 2 of the best musicians !!!!!

2 months

how many donkey days/weeks/months have i not been updating this page??? lolx… almost 2 months?? yeah.. so many stuffs happened… i went to japan.. came back… and yeah… was hell lot of fun there and im still missing japan…

but mother nature doesn’t seems so kind… a big 9.0 earthquake hit japan’a shore creating a massive tsunami that swept through almost the whole northern japan… and it was like less then a month since im back…. im not sure if i should be considered lucky or not… but i dont mind dying there… in the country where i like it’s culture and stuff… then again.. i shouldn’t be so unfair to my family and friends… glad that singapore is a very safe place and we are really really very fortunate… pray that japan will once rise as strong as ever… i’ll be back there soon!!!!

now adays… i don’t know what im doing…. or what im aiming for… so lost all of a sudden… but… i will just continue with what im doing… one day i’ll see a light…

and to end of… a recording done by my favorite guitar Takayoshi Ohmura !!!!!!!!!!! hope i’ll update my blog soon… i hope…. haha

1 more week

1 more week to japan!!!! im excited.. well.. half only… hope everything goes well around me… thats all i pray for…. god bless my family….